Kabe Habe Heno Dasa Mor

(1) kabe ha'be heno dasa mor tyaji' jada asa, bividha bandhana, chadibo samsar ghor (2) brndabanabhede, nabaddvipa-dhame, bandhibo kutirakhani sacir nandana-carana-asroy koribo sambandha mani' (3) jahnavi-puline, cinmoy-kanane, basiya bijana-sthale krishna-namamrta, nirantara pibo, dakibo 'gauranga' bo'le (4) ha gaura-nitai, tora du'ti bhai, patita-janer bandhu adhama patita, ami he durjana, hao more krpa sindhu (5) kandite kandite, sola-krosa-dhama, jahnavi ubhoy kule bhramite bhramite, kabhu bhagya-phale, dekhi kuchu taru-mule (6) ha ha manohara, ki dekhinu ami, boliya murchita ho'bo samvit paiya, kandibo gopane, smari dunhu krpa-laba

1) When, oh when will such a condition be mine? Renouncing all of my mundane desires which are giving rise to various types of bondage, I will give up this dark, ghastly material existence. 2) I will build my small hut at Navadvipa-dhama, seeing the land as being non-different from Vrndavana-dhama. There I will finally establish my relationship under the shelter of the lotus feet of the Son of Mother Saci. 3) Living in a solitary place in a spiritually conscious forest on the banks of the Ganga, I will incessantly drink the pure nectar of Krishna's name, and I will loudly shout the name of Gauranga thus: 4) "Oh Gaura-Nitai! You two Brothers are the only true friend of all the fallen souls! I am the lowest of the low, most fallen and wicked-minded, so kindly bestow Your ocean of mercy upon me. 5) Thus repeatedly sobbing and calling out, I will roam all over the abode of 32 square miles, sometimes on one bank of the Ganga and sometime on the other. And sometimes, while wandering about, if I ever receive a drop of good fortune, I may suddenly glance over at the base of a tree (and behold some vision there. . . ) 6) I will blurt out: "Ha Ha, how wonderful! What amazing thing have I seen now?!!", and I will faint senseless on the spot. Regaining consciousness later, I will hide and weep secretly, remembering that all this ecstasy is due to receiving just a tiny speck of Sri Sri Gaura-Nitai's mercy.